Brutally beautiful

Eu queria te ligar.
Dizer que não aguento mais viver sem ouvir a sua voz.
You once said I’d get over you if you disappeared from my life.
Well, look at me.
It’s been so fucking hard, missing you.
Some days, it feels like my chest will explode.
I met someone.
But someone is not you.
I think you said it too—"there is no one like you."
We agreed to the biggest emotional irresponsibility.
The risk? A heart brutally broken.
Getting numb to escape reality only makes me want you more.
I wish I were strong enough to break this barrier between us.
I wish I could hear your voice again.
Somehow.

Please, come back home.