Notes to you

Hey,

Today is the first day of Summer here in Brazil, and guess what? 
It's raining!! 
They hate it.
I love it!

Reminds me of home which brings me back to you. The rain, the dark, the cold. Our bodies intertwined trying to find a corner where we can hide and just be us. Oh! How much I miss you. I'm proving you wrong as all this distance just makes me want you more. Is pointless having my mouth full and my heart empty if you are not here. 

Can't wait to see you. Can't wait to stay together. 

Can't wait to uncover the truth and scream out that you are finally mine.

Can't wait to receive a text from you saying that you are coming home and home now means peace.

Home now smells you. some now have the same directions on our maps.

I know.

Let me dream.

When I'm dreaming you are part of it too. And there I can never lose you, because when it comes to reaching your heart, I'm already at a disadvantage. So, let me picture us while I still worship this love. 

"Yes, it is a bit scary for me too"

I'm not feeding the fear. Call it courage, dear heart.

"Stubbornness" - you'd say.

Anxiety.