O Lado B do A

"They say it will fade,   Those heavy burdens you bear,   The pain that lingers,   The sorrow that hangs in the air.   "It shall pass," they whisper,   As if time could mend,   The grief in your chest,   With a promise, my friend. They claim your joy isn't yours,   Nor the love that you crave,   Just fragments of moments,   Like leaves in the wave.   "It shall pass," they repeat,   But why must they hide   The truth of our struggles,   And the tears that we’ve cried? As shadows of heartache   Dance slow in the night,   Why can't they just tell us   What’s wrong and what’s right?   For though it may pass,   In the twilight's soft hue,   It’s the truth we seek,   And in that, we rise too. In the grief that we cradle, the love that we nurture, Are we, not fragments of moments, a beau...

  Is just the way how I feel... I cannot scape from it. "Hoje eu acordei com medo, mas  não  chorei nem reclamei abrigo" That's it! Um escuro. Um Infinito. Sem presente. Cheio de passado. E futuro. Will be fine. Eventually

I "There is a storm in her soul. Constantly stirring within. I see it in her eyes always. The electric vibration sparks when she is near. I feel my skin pricke, my heart beat to the sound of her thunder. The rhythm is exhilarating,  the feeling is terrifying. It's majestic."

"You are a thunder of beautiful things and I'm just glad to feel the rain on my skin as you pass.  It's you, with all your sass and bluntness and good heart and feistiness. The whole package. And all the signs of your strength. One day you will think back and realise that they were compliments."

The 1 - Taylor Swift now playing... Life would be good again if I could just lie down in your arms and be surrounded by silence. It feels comforting. And somehow I don't pay too much attention to the noise that silence brings to my mind. It will be just a noise, like Tay Tay for you. I got it now. Life would be good again If I could watch you taking your precious shower with no second intentions.  Just me, sitting there, following the water trace the curves of your body. It is just to make sure that every little detail of you by heart, without touching. And to find inspiration for my morning writings. Nice touch. If I'm allowed to play with words here. Life would be good again if my Sunday mornings tasted like coffee and smelled like you. I can picture us reading on different parts of the sofa, yet still connected by touch. You’re more touchy now than you used to be, and I love it. People sync, don’t they? That's why life would be good again If I could feel your touch in ...

is almost the end of 2024. If I had to go back and tell you a few bits about this year I wouldn't know from where to start. Here are some highlights: - A new job - Taylor Swift - twice - for the summer However, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and I know this is the wrong artist I'm quoting, but it's true.  I won my battles against my own enemies and after the pain, I'm going home for Xmas. What a surprise! It will  be hot - very! - and special after 8 years. Wrapping this year up with family and friends is priceless. 39. I never thought that I could make it until here. Is like a new whole thing now thinking about my (lonely) future. Scary. Based on that I want to be clean, healthier, and stronger mentally and physically. What I really want is to be sober! Want to heal and be the best version of me for me.  And, in the end, managed to finally love - and be loved - the way that I deserved.  Dear reader,  wish me luck because I'm (feeling) ready for it! - ...